Wednesday, August 3, 2011

The bigger betrayal?

Faithlessness. Deception. Humiliation. All betrayals.

But absolute, inhumane cruelty is something I never expected of you.

You used to be better than that.

Not long ago, you were better than that.

Are you really that hollow now?

And can you really blame me for that?

I don't know what makes me more angry: The fact that your ire is targeted at me, when I need absolution now so I can be stronger than ever to live on?

Or the fact that you have betrayed not only me, your family, and those around you that you have claimed to love for years, but that you have betrayed yourself.

And perhaps beyond repair.

I may be facing life and death right now, but you're the one I pity.